
For millions of Germans cut off on the Baltic coast by the rapid Russian advance, only one avenue of escape remained
open—the sea. Even
here, however, Soviet aircraft controlled the skies above and submarines prowled unseen below. In the various ports along
the coast, thousands upon thousands of ragged, frozen refugees pressed to the water’s edge in hopes of landing a spot on one of the few vessels available.
The
numbers were so great and the fear so consuming
that efforts to board when ships did dock
often resembled riots.

“The crush to get on board was just terrible,” a witness wrote from
Pillau. “I saw a
pram being squeezed out of all recognition by the pushing masses. One old man fell into the water and there was nothing one could do in the crush—also it was so cold he would have died on hitting the water.”
Because armed guards had orders to evacuate as many women and children as possible,
babies were used like tickets, with half-crazed mothers tossing infants
down to relatives on the pier. Some children
landed safely; some did not.
If anything, the situation at Gotenhafen was even more horrific. As the Wilhelm Gustloff made ready to take on passengers in late January 1945, the ship’s crew was stunned by what they saw. “There must have been 60,000 people on the docks . . . ,” remembered second engineer, Walter Knust. “[A]s soon as we let down the gangways people raced forward and pushed their way in. In the confusion a lot of children got separated from their parents. Either the kids got on board leaving their parents on the harbor or the children were left behind as
their parents got
pushed forward by the throng.”
A former cruise
liner designed to accommodate two thousand
passengers and crew, by the time the Gustloff cast ropes on January 30, the beautiful white ship had taken on as many as six thousand refugees.
Even so, as she backed away from port, her path was blocked by smaller
craft jammed with people.
“Take us
with you,” the refugees cried. “Save the children!”


“Vroom—Vroom—Vroom! That’s what it sounded like,” recalled
a young boy upon hearing the torpedoes.
“I heard [the] explosions,” wrote engineer Knust, “and I knew what
had happened at once, because the engines stopped and then I saw a
rush
of water through the engine room. First
the
ship lurched to starboard under the force of the blast. Then she rose and began listing to port. I put on my shoes and jacket and hurried out into the corridor.”
Panic-stricken, thousands below deck stampeded through the narrow passageways crushing and clawing others in an attempt to reach
the
life boats. “People were rushing
about and screaming. Alarm bells
shrilled,” remembered one terrorized passenger.
“We struggled through the crowd to one of the boats,” said
Paula
Knust, wife of the ship’s officer. “It was so cold as the wind hit us. I was wearing only slacks and a blouse
and blazer. Already the ship had a heavy list.
The waves seemed very high, and you cannot imagine how
terrible it looked.”


While loud speakers blared words of comfort—“The ship will not sink. Rescue ships are on the way”—thousands of freezing people pressed along the decks.
Convinced that the sealed bulkheads
had held and that indeed,
the ship would not sink, many passengers fled indoors once more to escape the razor sharp winds and –20 degree temperature. The
respite proved brief, however.
At ten o’clock a
heavy tremor ripped the Gustloff as the bulkheads broke and the sea rushed in. Within seconds, the big ship began to roll on its side. Sixteen-year-old Eva Luck was in the ballroom with her mother and little sister:
[S]uddenly the whole music room tilted and a great cry went up from all the people there. They literally slid in a heap along the angled deck. A grand piano at one end went berserk and rolled
across the crowded
room crushing
women and children in its path and scattering others before it. Finally it
smashed into the port bulkhead
with a discordant roar as though a giant fist had hit all the keys at once.
Elsewhere, other victims went flying through glass enclosed decks into the sea. Amid the screams, sirens and roar of rushing
water, gunshots sounded
throughout the doomed ship as those trapped below
committed suicide.
Miraculously escaping the ball room with the help of a sailor, Eva Luck’s family frantically tried to escape:


Fortunately for Eva and a few others, the force of the flooding
water freed a number
of life rafts. As survivors scrambled aboard,
the Gustloff began her swift descent. “Suddenly,” remembered a woman in a
lifeboat, “it seemed that every light in the ship had come on. The whole ship
was blazing with lights, and her sirens sounded out over the sea.”
Paula Knust also watched the drama:
I cannot forget the loud clear sound of the siren as the Gustloff with all her lights
on made the final plunge.
I could clearly see the people still on board the Gustloff clinging to the rails. Even as
she went under they were still hanging on and screaming. All around us were people
swimming, or just floating
in the sea. I can still
see their hands grasping at the sides of our boat. It was too full to take on any more.
When rescue ships later reached the scene, they pulled from the icy waters a mere nine hundred survivors. All else—roughly 7,000 men, women and children—were lost. Even then, however, the nightmare did not end. When rescue vessels touched land, scores of victims were disembarked at Gotenhafen. Thus, in less than twenty-four hours, after a harrowing night of incredible terror, some refugees found themselves on the very docks they had hoped to leave,
once again searching desperately for a way to escape.